(Bet you thought there’d be a great big ole ‘but’
hereabouts, huh?)
Mary arrived home night before last after too long an
absence. It’s amazing how much more settled I feel when I’m not rattling around
alone in the house. We both have colds but I have a Washington cold and she has
a Florida cold so we circle each other
suspiciously, wondering whether the bugs will cross-breed to our detriment. It’s
been a very hands off homecoming.
Tonight I get to read a play by a dear friend and I cheated
a little while printing it, reading through page 7 and nearly blowing off my
afternoon plans but then manning up in the discipline department, so here I am.
Tonight will be blissful.
Another beloved friend had a difficult last few, cleaning
out her former manse, selling off stuff, and dealing with a lot of emotional
baggage. I hope she understands how many of us are totally in her corner. Even
though I know from experience that some hurts are your own and the love of
friends is important but can’t take the hurt away. Some burdens you just bear.
I got through my first round reader comments on da book.
They were both hard to take and precious to receive. The writers among you will
get that. So da book goes back to the shop for a full rewrite. And why not just
set it aside and go to the next project, you ask?
Because.
The next project – the one with Cecily and the non-traditional
family that I’m just dying to get to - will wait. The Patent Desk waited most of my adult life so it retains its
first in line status.
I’m going to a flash fiction event this week. Looking
forward to that. Will I share the output here? We’ll see.
Worried about and hopeful for daughters.
Working on health-related self-discipline.
Researching for a talk I have to give in May and wondering
what on earth makes these people want to hear what I have to say. Which makes
me frantic to find something useful to say. An evil cycle of determination
woven together with self-doubt.
Da haps. Life.
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